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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius Tell-meh-plaiseUnited States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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Finally. . .

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 8:04 PM
I fear I must tell you I have parted from my body, at least, I believe I have. I can see them, so it must be true, because I seem to be nothing but air to them. But sometimes, it seems like they catch a glimpse of me. So it makes me happy.

I felt nothing but stress, anger, sadness, frustration, and little beams of happiness while I could be seen. And maybe that's my own fault. I admit, I wasn't outgoing, I was selfish, I was lazy, I didn't try to get help, get friends, get anything. I waited around for things to come to me, and I got frustrated and angry beyond reason and with jealousy when I felt that what I had was leaving, or figuring out how ugly I really am.

But at least now I don't feel like I could cry my eyes out, when no one else is awake.

And even if there are scary moments, even if it seems like everything's fading, or I'm being hurt, or screamed at, now I really can say 'no'. Now I really can stand up to it, because I have nothing to lose. Now, when no one can see me.

So, while I may be conceited in saying this, don't cry for me. Don't consider taking the same path as me, and don't shut everything else out. Live. Because I'll be right there, watching, listening. Even if you can't see me.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: A place
  • Interests: Quite random. . .yaoi among them. . .as well as het. . .and cats. . .
  • Favourite movie: Vampire Hunter D. . .Chocolate. . .Ferngully. . .2. . .Ocean's Eleven. . .and many more. . .
  • Favourite band or musician: YOKO KANNO!!!! XD . . .heheh. . .
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything. . .almost. . .
  • Favourite artist: I have to choose?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Don't have a fav poet...though I suppose I like Edgar Allan Poe...criminal to choose a fav auth
  • Favourite photographer: Don't have one.
  • Favourite style of art: Er. . .not realistic? Not picky. . .broadminded. . .
  • Operating System: ?
  • MP3 player of choice: O.O
  • Shell of choice: ?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Changes. . .
  • Skin of choice: My own. I prefer to keep my flesh intact. . .
  • Favourite game: Don't make me choose. . .Dante would come kill me. . .
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 I suppose. . .mostly cause I have more games for that system. . .
  • Favourite cartoon character: TT TT SO can't choose. . .
  • Personal Quote: Sure.
  • Tools of the Trade: Uh. . .pencil?

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Comments


:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*purrs* *moves your hand to your length, making you wrap your fingers around it with his*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
Gaara:
*moans* "Yes, anything"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*nips at your ear* "Really? Anything?" *hand moves to yours*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(:crying:)

Gaara:
*keeps moaning* "I don't know, anything!"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(Yeah TT TT)

Kankuro:
*vibrator keeps doing all that* *kisses your neck* "What do you expect me to do?"

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(Yeah ^^''
But I can't help it, I've always liked him, even the first time I saw him ^w^
And now he's dead :crying:)

Gaara:
*moans loudly* "Aniki....I need more, please"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(Ah well, you always were ;p)

*the vibrator keeps doing that, and the heat keeps growing, making you feel closer and closer to cumming, but never close enough*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(Mine mine MINE!! X3
Okay I'm obsessed with Itachi now -.-' )

Gaara:
*screams a little*
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(HAHA! XD)

Kankuro:
*purrs* *bites hard on your neck* *makes you bounce a little, the vibrator moving deeper and tapping your prostate*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(Itachi couldn't have a lover, it's just impossible...and HE'S MINE!! X3)

Gaara:
*keeps moaning loudly* *shudders* "Yes"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(What do you mean?)

Kankuro:
*purrs* "Still want more?" *rubs at a nipple*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(Poor Itachi T^T :crying:
Oh and I kinda ignored the part when Madara said "He had to kill his father, his mother, his 'LOVER'..." I just didn't listen to that part...)

Gaara:
*moans loudly*
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(Yeah, I know. . . )

Kankuro:
"Hn. . ."

*the vibrator starts moving faster, and you feel hotter and hornier*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(Aw, poor Itachi...I just learned something new about him, he didn't want to be another war, and he loved the Leaf Village. He killed his clan to protect the village because he didn't want another war =(
But he didn't want to betray his clan either...so imagine what he went through...)

Gaara:
*moans louder* "Aniki, I want more..."
:icontell-meh-plaise:
(Haha XD)

Kankuro:
*kisses your neck* *hands move around your stomach and chest*

*you keep feeling warmer, and a bit more horny*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
(OMG! Sasuke is crying because of Itachi! FINALLY! Geez it took him a while to understand -.-'' )

Gaara:
*moans softly*
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*smiles* "I'm sure you will"

*the vibrator inside you starts moving, but not too much*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
Gaara:
*purrs* "I'm gonna get you lster for this"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*chuckles* *pulls you back so you're sitting in his lap, your back to his chest*

*you start to feel warm*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
Gaara:
*gasps* "Oh come on, not that!"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*says softly - >* "Yes, you did" *gently presses something inside you*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
Gaara:
*moans* "Yeah but I didn't mess with your body did I?"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
*keeps doing that* "I don't think you cheating on me is fair" *bites lightly at your neck*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.
:iconphoenixthexiv:
Gaara:
*cries out* "That's not fair!"
:icontell-meh-plaise:
Kankuro:
"Part of your punishment. . ." *kisses your neck* *presses his fingers deeper, brushing your prostate*

--
I'm one sick little monkey.

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